Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Jayber Crow

Just a taste of Wendell Berry's exceptionally beautiful novel Jayber Crow:
Some days, sitting here on my porch over the river, my memory seems to enclose entirely; I wander back in my reckoning among all of my own that have lived and died until I no longer remember where I am.  And then I lift my head and look about me at the river and the valley, the great, unearned beauty of this place, and I feel the memoryless joy of a man just risen from the grave. (24-25)
This grief had something in it of generosity, some nearness to joy.  In a strange way it added to me what I had lost.  I saw that, for me, this country would always be populated with presences and absences, the living and the dead.  The world as it is would always be a reminder of the world that was, and of the world that is to come. (132)
Sometimes, living right beside it [the river], I forget it.  Going about my various tasks, I don't think about it.  And then it seems just to flow back into my mind.  I stop and look at it.  I think of its parallel, never-meeting banks, which yet never part.  I think of it lying there in its long hollow, at the foot of all the landscape, a single opening from its springs in the mountains all the way to its mouth.  It is a beautiful thought, one of the most beautiful of all thoughts.  I think it not in my brain only but in my heart and in all the lengths of my bones. (310)